Apology is never easy. It seems that conflict really is inevitable during these days. Whether you say something or nothing, people would have an idea on what you are thinking and what you are trying to say. But then, it simply doesn't add up, because most of the time, those perspectives were wrong in the first place.
I have to admit, having someone so cross about something I did, really gets on my nerves. It pressures me to think, and to plan what will I have to do next. It bombards my questions with numerous questions that are unanswerable by me but I kept on thinking about those answers even though I know it is hopeless.
And these few days, people are adding up to my pressures. And I can clearly say it's not my fault. My conscience is clean. But I think, in one way or another, I think my only error was attaining that level of closeness with them, even though it seemed impossible at first. Sorry for being so ambitious. I guess those pretty girls won't understand the troubles of a normal guy. But nonetheless, I am really sorry. But I know, it won't suffice, so why say it?
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