I just can’t get it off my head. It seems that all my anger and hate just dissipated into deep understanding. After that Theology lecture yesterday, I really had a change of thought regarding on what to do in my life. It seems that he was talking to me the whole time. On how I am afraid to settle for God’s second best.
My professor said that once we experience failure, we shouldn’t be wishing for anything like, “I wish I did this and stuff..”, but rather, we should be focusing on now. There is no use for dwelling in the past. Indeed, the best time of our life is NOW. And it took me so long to realize it. Wherein the past is full of complaints and regrets, and the future can be a haven for false promises, the present is what we only hold with certainty.
It took me so long to sink in that three-hour lecture yesterday. I felt frustrated, not understanding it at first, but now I know on myself, that I could do anything and it is still on His divine plan. And I need not worry for settling for His second best. I need not worry about choosing between career paths, but as long as God Himself is incorporated, it would remain the best thing in my life.
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